Linda Larsen
Barbara Taylor
Laura Marsico
Patricia Bailey
Rebecca Caldwell
Connie Bostic
Sara Jenkins
Cathryn Griffin
Ken Leslie
Alice Sebrell
Patrick Morris
Linda Larsen
Debra Drees
Tim Jacobs
The List
Bronwyn Vincent
Norma Smith
Lisa Jablow
Chuck Sikora
Lidia Morris
Jean Hess
Matt Liddle
Brenda Coates
Wendy Robbins
Karen Boeger
M. Roland

Return to Sisyphus

Feeling worse than useless and being told as much most of my growing up years it was easy not to try.  When I did try, even though I might have started out with excitement, I learned early on to devalue that which I loved and was relieved when it sunk like a heavy rock into the general category of useless/worthlessness.  So familiar was this sinking place that, whatever for that moment became the object of my desire, lay shrouded in an ephemeral aura of disdain.  Ironically, to match up this split psyche with my experience I find it useful to project the possibility of love onto anything and everything that remains just out of my reach.